….idk anymore 

And just like that our rainbow baby is gone…at our 10 week scan there was no heartbeat. The doctor believes just by looking at the scan that there was something wrong with the chromosomes which is hard for us to wrap our minds around considering we did donor eggs to avoid this issue. We are now preparing for a D&C sometime early next week. Thank you all for the support and love on this journey but I will probably be offline for a while. 💔 


17 thoughts on “….idk anymore 

  1. Devastated. Life is so unfair. I hope you surround yourself with warmth and love and kindness while you attempt to even muddle through it all. Xo


  2. I am so sorry this is so terrible. Take good care of yourself and remember how strong you are. I’ve been where you are (and still trying) so I hope you don’t feel like you are alone and I am sending positive vibes toward you.


  3. Oh, Lavonne. I am so, so sorry. I will never, ever understand these things. I feel for you and your husband, and am just so sorry for this loss. I hope you can take time to care for your battered soul and body. Holding you in my heart, my friend.


  4. I am so sorry. I know there is nothing I can say to make this better but just know that there are people all over keeping you in their hearts.


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